Audrey's Meraki

I get this feeling When you’re with me I’ve never been the same Darling, can’t you see The way you touch me Baby it’s all so different Though I cannot explain Why these feelings are so frequent That smile on your face It makes me so weak And oh all these butterflies How do they pop up so quick? Baby, do you even realise The zeal in me, you revive You’ve became a drug I need to survive! -Audrey. C

No one did ever notice  The concealed agony that is Behind those worn smiles Emotions massively compiled The world drained of her everything of all Yet with the heavy crown  She was walking tall She still reckons the wish On a far away star To be wholly healed  Of the irretrievable scars Alone facing her fears Wiping away the tears Contending by her own The battle unknown  This struggle with the demons To make her hopeless and broken Became the only reason  She outgrew like an ocean Fighting fiercely  The void darker and vast Discarding the spell  All the wrongs had cast With nothing ever   Can she be confined and controlled  Because the will to overcome  Resides in her stubborn soul  -Audrey. C

Many times did I discern amidst the tangle of feelings the resonation from the ruptures which kept my heart evolving This acquiring sagacity through the journey I rove The genesis of which was the idea of love. I've never been so broken I've never been so whole embracing and encountering feelings my heart lost it's power and control. In it's own emptiness vast joy it finds. in giving inexplicably, this stubborn heart of mine. To pledge and forfeit every bit of my own in every possible way, with sacrifices unknown. To give infinitely,  expecting nothing in return. reminiscing these deeds knowing they would bid adeiu and turn Even in this emotion of dark A pentrated ray will ignite the spark Someday, someone to love inspite of all This idea of love enthralls. - Audrey. C

Amidst of chaos, living in this world. A bewildered soul lost on its own. Diving and scuffling for tiny moments. To return faded smiles, wiped and gone. The thoughts running in and around. Answers to which were never found. A passing thought that hovers again. Is it worth or all over in vain? Everything that has ever lived. Lived for love and nothing else. The truth is uncomplicatedly simple. Yet wrapped in perplexed suspense! Darling, listen to the whisper, Your caged heart mumbles. Everything is temporary but love. Love outlives us all in a shove! - Audrey. C

Two years ago when I started in this college. Unsure and doubting the journey I had to acknowledge. It began on the very first day when we had our conversation. She walked in to give her piece of mind which needed a lot of concentration. Apart from the formal assemblies and events, I did not really have an actual interaction. I knew, though she did not talk much, she led the most intelligent discussions. She spoke in her own style and with an aura incomparable. The reason why I admired her was not so simply explainable. She is indeed a beautiful soul with the humblest heart. Always inspiring to dare with her utmost patience and care. To shine amongst many and genuinely be rare. She urges to take the road less travelled. Like Robert Frost she envisions it can make a difference. Yet not letting us overlook the power of prayers. As she believes success and almighty go in coherence. Within a short span, the initial year came to an end. The second year awaited with sur...

I failed to understand the unspoken. Whether I was unloved or broken. The feelings I always buried within I secretly desired someone to break in. Loving never guarantees its return in equal measure. This thought resided as my very own treasure. You broke this perception into pieces hard to find. A different insight blossomed into my mind! The more I knew you, The more I was astound. You left me thinking and almost spellbound! You showed me your flaws. Yet, I chose to stay. The moment I realised. It was hard to walk away. Our souls caught fire  Even before our eyes could meet. Who knew that, Both hearts would tune to the same beat! I was in Love with the all of you. In so less time which is hard to believe. Darling, your love has cast a spell! It seems like forever in which I could dwell. I have found my content. In between your embrace. Amidst your tender kisses, Pure bliss my heart traced. I found a reason why it feels so right. From my soul to ...

Have you ever felt bruised and worried. The days passing by so dull and your happiness buried. Everything around you seems so sore. This unusual feelings stayed, making you not want this kind of life anymore. The pain, the struggle, the worries and the fear. You swept up all, everything in a beautiful prayer. The only time you feel loved and that you are heard. But your busy mind couldn’t really comprehend Gods word. Thoughts weird and wild, troubled you each time. The reason you could not acknowledge anytime. Deep down, secretly you knew you hated this relentless life. And the monotony it followed in its struggle and strife. Success and fame were things in which bliss you couldn’t find. This was Gods magic wand working on your mind. You had it foreknowledged your life wasn’t ordinary. Because you loved preaching Gods word in way extraordinary. God has heard your pain and troubles so fine. The reason why he chose you over everyone in the out...