Audrey's Meraki

Unthought of in many ways While sorrow would easily invade Never did I foresee the magic  living towards the third decade Abiding by these scars Where I restlessly lay  Aching to be discerned  As every dawn turned grey The poise that you held amidst the consuming chaos Astounded by the kindness  Your bounteous heart envelops Your presence healed my soul That had always been on wars Planting tiny seeds of hope That bloomed flowers on my scars You’re a cocoon of warmth In this young world of mine  I’ve found you as my solace And undying hope has aligned  Every subtle shade enriched In a myriad of ways anew That makes the horizon beautiful  Now, reminds me of you  - Audrey. C

When my heart is heavy  I look up in the night sky  The world seems beautiful  Each time it seems to mystify  The thoughts that gnaw Seem to slowly subtly fade  When I gaze at the stars Glint hope by the sky’s shade  The urge to feel again  the love that has worn Thinking you were one I’m once again torn I still dream of a world With only you and me This thought, somehow  Does not set me free When you needless say  I cannot have you This you know, isn’t  Meant to be true  My wounds are fresh With that ache inside I’m stumbling in the dark Still wanting you by my side  I want to rewrite our stars In utmost gravity of my heart Where you will forever be mine And nothing could let us apart!  - Audrey. C

Despite the storms That furiously crept in  One after the other  Intenting for breaking  She stood against the odds  Fighting, upright tall Not for her sole self But for ones who planned her fall To only receive in return From each one who came across The utmost and unbearable  Heartbreak, pain and loss Unaware about the purpose To fade away her smiles Hidden in their hearts To dull the spark in her eyes Giving everything and her all Kindness still was never born None of her love mattered Like watering a dead thorn Been scarred and victimised   With cruelty and cowardice  Drowning for their disloyalties  Fragile heart and vicious lies Every sleepless night  Abiding by these scars She still appreciated darkness  and was deeply fond of stars Just like the falling star Abandoned from the midnight sky To wove incomplete dreams And fix every sad sigh Her life’s exactly the same  She wonders from afar Where