Audrey's Meraki

I revive those nights  When our lips were close I could feel your breath On the tip of my nose  The way you stared at me While clasping onto my back  I knew we had our little infinity  Now destroyed, in a moment’s knack My soul was on fire With that gaze in your eyes The love that it contained  Was nothing but lies  You were like the river  Never ever still Never mine to have  Never here to last  For you to be mine  It would require you to stay Which was never your purpose  Did it have to be this way? I had believed in your love  The sugar coated lie Naively and steadily  Never asking any why Scattered like the jigsaw  With its missing puzzles  Are all of my feelings Amongst my heart’s scuffle The darkest pain now buried within my eyes Is the love for you Far greater than the skies - Audrey. C

The demons are awake Retracing my fate I’m killing myself In a slow debate I think of the times My anxieties would rest When all of my face was  Buried in your chest Do you see these scars  That your love has painted I crave to heal them As they were never been tainted Your kisses now adorn Every inch of me on bound  They comfort me on nights When you’re not around  I want to look at you  With a distant longing  To find my heart, the peace Your smile used to bring  Now that you’re gone and I don’t know why But that very thought Still makes me cry Will there be a time? Somewhere down the line Where I don’t have to miss you Or consider you as mine My heart had been misguided To think you’ll be there Now there’s an enormous void Deep deep down somewhere  In this night’s embrace  I console myself  If you’re okay  I’ll be okay too  - Audrey. C