The Broken Heart
What I always desired I hesitated to say aloud.
I thought you'd know the affection endowed.
Alas! It just stayed in my heart as a forbidden rhyme.
You brushed it off so casually reasoning you'd no time !
The years that have traced my age till now.
Every time I chose you amongst thousands in a row !
Because I believed your soul most real and pristine.
Just never knew it was an unreal thought of mine.
The passing nights had begun to take indefiant curves.
These feelings I perceived in all of my nerves.
The fairytale dream I tenderly wove in history.
Got ripped apart and happiness again was a mystery !
All the trust I engraved in you for a decade of years.
Shattered into bits that thoroughly pierced.
My heart's dreadfully broken; we'd come so long.
It was as if God knew my name but pronounced it wrong !
My soul is withering in agony; I'm in tragic.
I never in the wildest anticipated your Love to be toxic !
I was desperate to find my peace in your chaos.
All I did were irretrievable scars that came across.
The shine in my eyes is gone.
The Life in my voice is torn.
Trying to push ahead, let inspite of all.
There is no strength left, even to crawl !
Beneath the broken lie the newly formed fears.
Now I let my favourite pillow kiss and caress my tears.
"Endings are happy" was an illusion stashed in my heart.
But the stingy memories you gave will relive and never depart !
-Audrey. C
I thought you'd know the affection endowed.
Alas! It just stayed in my heart as a forbidden rhyme.
You brushed it off so casually reasoning you'd no time !
The years that have traced my age till now.
Every time I chose you amongst thousands in a row !
Because I believed your soul most real and pristine.
Just never knew it was an unreal thought of mine.
The passing nights had begun to take indefiant curves.
These feelings I perceived in all of my nerves.
The fairytale dream I tenderly wove in history.
Got ripped apart and happiness again was a mystery !
All the trust I engraved in you for a decade of years.
Shattered into bits that thoroughly pierced.
My heart's dreadfully broken; we'd come so long.
It was as if God knew my name but pronounced it wrong !
My soul is withering in agony; I'm in tragic.
I never in the wildest anticipated your Love to be toxic !
I was desperate to find my peace in your chaos.
All I did were irretrievable scars that came across.
The shine in my eyes is gone.
The Life in my voice is torn.
Trying to push ahead, let inspite of all.
There is no strength left, even to crawl !
Beneath the broken lie the newly formed fears.
Now I let my favourite pillow kiss and caress my tears.
"Endings are happy" was an illusion stashed in my heart.
But the stingy memories you gave will relive and never depart !
-Audrey. C
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