Unsettling
These thoughts all irrational I do remember this feeling It just all feels so familiar Unattainable emotions trailing For the first time in a while Hurtling through space and time I felt soothed and at ease For once, it didn’t feel like a crime I almost had begun to believe I’d tricked my wayward heart The time resumed its ticking And beliefs were fallen apart With nobody to know And nobody to understand The tornado I’d been caught in Left no safer space to land Orbiting around it’s darkness Caught in the deadly gravity Succumbing to its power Entangled within my own inanity Unsettling thoughts and I With its ugly past surge Since the very last lifetime Maybe were fated to converge Drenched in this anxiety, Ache of every unspoken thought Would reside within me Until the day I would rot - Audrey. C