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A Love story in Paris

Aaron, we are a poem that never ends! ♥️ In a morning made of poetry  Engulfed in the city of love   Walking with an embrace A romantic silhouette traced Adorning a sensual sheer of red  You in a velvet hue of tuxedo  Flattering stares all around  And compliments would follow  I take your hand in mine  I start to feel a sweet ache  I cannot fathom this feeling For my own sanity’s sake  My heart is racing faster  I can breathe in the romance  It’s surrounded all in the air  Swaying on the same dance  I see you pressing your lips I can tell you’re nervous  Our candid romance is captured I sense a hidden purpose  Your hands have pulled me closer I can feel the heat of your breath Your gaze subtly reaching my soul Bearing it as your sole goal  The thoughts jumbled in my mind  I want to say, as I look at you  My brain failing to comprehend  This moment feels undeniably new The words you choose to speak  While fixing your eyes on mine Making me feel so loved  I haven’t felt in a long time I

A Love like this

(This is about our journey of Love, from my heart to yours Aaron ♥️) The clock struck past midnight  Constrained in a tiny cubicle space   My anxious mind begun to wander  fear of confinement creeping on my face An irregular pace of breathing  With ceaseless turmoil seething A chat pops up with a blink immediately calming the restless feeling Hours have passed and days go by  The chats are slow but steady Inculcating a sense of belonging  My heart feels weak already  Two half-loved broken hearts  Bonding on conversations over the stars Fulfilling their voids and empty spaces  In subtlety of many unspoken wars  Amidst your unmatched charm  I can hardly think rational  Your magic is working wonders Making all my fears inconsequential  I realise I have spent my life Yearning for someone like you  Looking for you in all wrong places Uncertain, draining and difficult to do Yet scared to give of my fragile heart  I wanted to drift further away from you  But there was a invisible thread  That

Aaron ♥️

Dedicated to the most precious Man who has my heart. ♥️ Everything I ever was I was always an undefined almost  A desire to be loved  I’d deeply adorned the most  Torn apart from the incisions  Cruelly engraved on my heart  For holding too much love  For who promised to never part I felt I was just breathing  Lying amidst the darkness  You tiptoed me in my dark Caressed all my ugly scars  Drowned in whirlpool of colossal hurt  My heart was hopeless like none  You lit even the darkest corner And called it your happiest home On the verge of losing hope From lost battles and lonely wars  You saw the vaults of my vulnerability  And chose to kiss my scars You hushed all the screams  Of my traumatised mind  Singing lullabies each night  So my anxieties could wind  The ache I chose to hide  Nobody could see, but you  You felt the pain behind my smile Invading spaces nobody even knew  You poured all your love In each crack, seen and unseen  Until you loved me and my everything  The good, the

Unsettling

These thoughts all irrational  I do remember this feeling  It just all feels so familiar  Unattainable emotions trailing  For the first time in a while  Hurtling through space and time  I felt soothed and at ease For once, it didn’t feel like a crime  I almost had begun to believe I’d tricked my wayward heart The time resumed its ticking  And beliefs were fallen apart  With nobody to know  And nobody to understand  The tornado I’d been caught in Left no safer space to land  Orbiting around it’s darkness  Caught in the deadly gravity  Succumbing to its power Entangled within my own inanity  Unsettling thoughts and I With its ugly past surge Since the very last lifetime Maybe were fated to converge  Drenched in this anxiety, Ache of every unspoken thought  Would reside within me  Until the day I would rot - Audrey. C

Au Revoir

I will search for you in crowds Longing to meet your familiar gaze To see your smile that ignites my own An undying hope my heart will chase On cold evenings, long beach walks In city lights and passing cars On lonely nights and windy roads Whilst I see people wishing on stars I’ll wonder each time how you’ve been  Whether you’re happy, contented and fine  On the days I’ve not heard you closely Thinking if it’s too long since I called you mine My chest feels so empty and weak Tears have tucked in the creases of my eye Thinking about the memories we made Ones I’ll just reminisce as days pass by I now find myself missing you Long before you’re even gone I’ve left a part of me to go with you  So you will not be left alone  Knowing there will exist a space  Without you, very next to me It gives me a weird heart ache Pushing me where I never wanted to be  So one last time, before you go  Talk in a language we can’t speak Cling to me and wrap me with your soul So I find strength to be lonely